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aetherling ([personal profile] aetherling) wrote2015-01-06 12:39 am

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I made a few entries public...some really personal entries. Dunno why, I guess I feel a little more detached from the aetherling I was 2-something years ago. Well, perhaps detached is not the right word, as it has an air of apathy attached to it and I'm certainly not apathetic towards the mini-novels I call my blog entries, but I can't think of a better word. So for now, detached. I guess reading everyone else's blogs about their personal lives are kinda influencing me to share a bit of mine. Unfortunately on this particular blog the good is summarized in a measly sentence and the bad is given a giant chunk of text. I'll try to change that, but not gonna lie, I'm really good at ranting. It was kind of how I coped with my problems growing up.

Anyways, I'll introduce myself a little. I go to professional school (4 year program, still on my 1st), so if I publish a blog entry, it's because I'm badly procrastinating on studying. I'm a "social introvert", so a lot of times I find it difficult to talk to new people, but once I make a group of close friends, I looove going out. That means I don't really write or draw in my free time anymore. Sadness :( Being a social introvert also means the hallmark of a really close friendship with me is me talking your ear off for hours about the most inane things like, "My sister's dog is only a year old and she already has a dog boyfriend to play with every week, meanwhile I'm twenty-something and never had one of those whaddya call 'em--significant others?"

I never disclose my gender and sex online, but they're probably easy to guess. If people misgender me I'm actually amused and secretly pleased and I never correct them. I'm like the opposite of Tumblr in that regard haha.

I have so many ideas for fanfics I want to write, especially in the Pokemon fandom, but I'm the laziest writer in the world. I get great ideas, then I start writing, then I stop before I'm close to completion. My worst enemy is myself. Sigh.